第488章 - 10.1

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今年，真係一浪接一浪

第487章 - 中秋．快樂

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中秋是我學習珍惜的日子

第486章 - Needing/Getting

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他們在唱我的歌

兩個version，較喜歡offical music video的新version，不在太沉重，消化不來

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Ok Go - Needing-Getting

I've been waiting for months
Waiting for years
Waiting for you to change
Aw, but there ain't much that's dumber
There ain't much that's dumber
Than pinning your hopes on a change in another

And I, yeah, I still need you, but what good's that gonna do?
Needing is one thing and getting, getting is another

So I been sitting around
Wasting my time
Wondering what you been doing
Aw, and it ain't real forgiving
It ain't real forgiving
Sitting here picturing someone else living

And I, yeah, I still need you, but what good's that gonna do?
Needing is one thing and getting, getting is another

I've been hoping for months
Hoping for years
Hoping I might forget
Aw, but it don't get much dumber
It don't get much dumber
Than trying to forget a girl when you love her

And I, yeah, I still need you, but what good's that gonna do?
Oh, needing is one thing and getting, getting is another

When?
When?
Why not now?
Why not me?
Why not me?
When?
When?
Why not now?
Why not me?
Why not me?

第485章 - Why waste more time

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我終日會問自己這個問題，也有時苦惱自己欠缺行動力......

這個星期，我學會了許多，多謝在廣場的每一個人......

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Rosie Thomas - Why Waste More Time

Why waste your time
There is nothing left
The voises in your head tell you to do it
No one will care, no one will know
Everyone just looks out for themselves

It's so hard letting go,
letting go of love
It might cause some pain I know,
but pain is all we got


lalalalalalala

Why waste more time

Time is all you have
Careful what you say
They'll hold you to it
No one will care, no one will know
Everyone feels sorry for themselves

It's so hard letting go,
Letting go of love
It might cause some pain I know,
But pain is all we got

It may be the only way to know
If you can get yourself back up

第484章 - X你！

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大家繼續加油！歡迎廣傳！

第483章 - 普教中 語文頂呱呱？

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刊於明報周刊2282期

第482章 - 孩子的屎尿屁

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刊於明報周刊2280期

第481章 - 孩子是自閉兒

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刊於明報周刊2278期

第480章 - 我的第一桶金 教育基金

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刊於明報周刊2276期

第479章 - 性早熟

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刊於明報周刊2274期

第478章 - 散落與拾獲

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「於是你不停散落，我不停拾獲」
這句給自己

「不說的，是真的」
這句是她一直的態度

不能向前
沒法退後

繼續拾遺

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張懸【艷火】

撲火，我們相視笑著撲火， 什麼都不說
不說的，是真的， 我們相視笑著，是夢也快樂
當你穿越愛的歷史向我走來， 我在你眼裡看盡了相戀的年代，
曾經的黑白，此刻燦爛

於是你不停散落，我不停拾獲， 我們在遙遠的路上白天黑夜為彼此是艷火。
如果你在前方回頭，而我亦回頭， 我們就錯過
（很久以前人麼都許諾...... 許諾要是什麼，可以不說？）
當你原諒所有遺憾，對我依賴； 我在你懷裡想起了最初的感慨， 第一次等待

此刻還在

於是你不斷地愛我， 我能如何便如何， 在遙遠的路上即使塵埃看今夜艷火；
我等你在前方回頭，而我不回頭， （你要不要我？）
撲火，我們相視笑著撲火
什麼都不說，不說的是真的
我們相視笑著
有夢了，快樂

第477章 - temptation

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現在的家，與火車站之間有一段路程，有時想安靜地思考一些問題的時候，我會選擇走走，尤其在有風的晚上......

Tonight I think I'll walk alone, find my soul as I go home

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Temptation
Performed by Moby

Heaven
A gateway to hope
Just like a feeling
I need, it's no joke

And though it hurts me
To see you this way
Betrayed by words
I'd never heard
Too hard to say them

Up, down, turn around; please don't let me hit the ground
Tonight I think I'll walk alone; find my soul as I go home
[2x]

Oh it's the last time, it's the last time
Oh it's the last time, it's the last time

Each way I turn
I know I'll always try
To break the circle
That has been placed round me

From time to time
I find I lost
Some meaning
That was urgent
To myself
I do believe

Oh, up, down, turn around; please don't let me hit the ground
Tonight I think I'll walk alone; find my soul as I go home
[2x]

Oh it's the last time, it's the last time
Oh it's the last time, it's the last time

And I've never met anyone quite like you before
And I've never met anyone quite like you before
[2x]

And I've never met anyone quite like you before
Oh, up, down, turn around; please don't let me hit the ground
Tonight I think I'll walk alone; find my soul as I go home

And I've never met anyone quite like you before
Up, down, turn around; please don't let me hit the ground
Tonight I think I'll walk alone; find my soul as I go home

Up, down, turn around; please don't let me hit the ground
Tonight I think I'll walk alone; find my soul as I go home
[2x]

第476章 - I'm Nuthin'

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好難想像，如果我今日再看Reality Bites，會有什麼觀後感？

但的確，只有少數愛情戲能影響我，這是其中一套

Ethan Hawke的這首I'm Nuthin'會不是出現腦海

這兩天，又再不時在腦中輕輕的響起

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Artist: Ethan Hawke
Title: I'm Nuthin'

I got a pothead mama, got a cokehead dad;
I'm an ultramodern version of the American man.
I don't feel good, but I don't feel bad,
Cause me you see, I'm nuthin'

Ain't no Republocrat, no Demmican, ain't nuthin' in between;
I'm sick of people talkin' about American dreams.
That's all gone, ain't nuthin' there for me --
Cause me you see I'm nuthin'.

I ain't left, I ain't right, people say I'm wrong,
Before I was born, I was all gone.
Don't even make sense that I wrote this song...
Cause me you see I'm nuthin, I'm nuthin'.

Don't want no big TV or no flashy garage,
Never would cut it in no corporate job
People see me coming - they say "Look at that slob..."
Cause me you see I'm nuthin', I'm nuthin'.
Nuthin', that's me.

第475章 - Apache

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今次的動畫推介是Apache，比起動畫，我更喜歡一開結的結他聲，那份我行我素的獨立感，又有幾多個人可以守得住？

第474章 - come back

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這兩晚的月亮真的太醉人，的確，會令我想起我掛念的......

come back也是對自己說的一句，重組自己，快點come back......

又是Xavier Rudd，他是我的預言家？

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Xavier Rudd - Come Back

And my answers, often left to feelin'
Like you're hangin' out to dry
And my reasons have left you wondering why

Life has this question looming over me
Since the day you took fly
And if you come back there will be good times

I see your face when I'm staring out the window
Beaming down in the moonlight
Winter is colder, life sought you by my side

All I have is this photo whom you're
Smiling to remind me of my words
In my rights if you come back there would be good times

And my answers, often left to feelin'
Like you're hangin' out to dry
And my reasons have left you wondering why

Life had this question looming over me
Since the day we took fly
And if you come back there would be good times

And I see your face when I'm staring out the window
Beaming down in the moonlight
Winter is colder, I sought you by my side

Now all I've is this photo whom you're
Smiling to remind me of my words
In my rights if you come back there would be good times

第473章 - we never change, do we?

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曾經何時，以為自己不會再迷失了，人生有了目標不斷向前......

所謂三十而立，四十不惑

不滿楚是否可以有這樣的覺悟......

這個星期，腦，沒有停止過，但基本上是空轉，最傷神......

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I wanna live life, never be cruel,
I wanna live life, be good to you.
I wanna fly, never come down,
And live my life,
And have friends around.

We never change, do we?
We never learn, do we?

So I wanna live in a wooden house,
I wanna live life, always be true,
I wanna live life, and be good to you,
I wanna fly, and never come down,
And I live my life, and have friends around.

We never change do we? No, no,
We never learn, do we?

So I wanna live in a wooden house,
Making more friends would be easy.
Oh and I don't have a show to say,
Yes, and I sin every single day,

We never change, do we?
We never learn, do we?

So, I wanna live in a wooden house,
Making more friends would be easy,
I wanna live where the sun comes out.

第472章 - my missing

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今日選了Xavier Rudd在巴士途中陪著我，真的句句窩心......

情緒算是穩定得多，再次投入工作，塞滿自己時間，但卻少了一份動力......

路還是要走，祝福自己，可以再有自信地迎接每一日......

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MY Missing
Performed by Xavier Rudd


I See you sleeping only in my mind
I have been away alone this season
I waste so much time
Thinking of when I would hold you gently
And I'd look into your eyes
And I would be the one to calm your shaking
When you would cry

I miss you in my life
I miss you in my life
I miss you in my life
So miss you in my life

You hide your answers within every smile
Time and time again I'd lose my chances
To reconcile
Even if I had my time over
it would take a while
To reveal all my best intentions
That I let slip by

I miss you in my life
I miss you in my life
I miss you in my life
So miss you in my life

第471章 - Freefallin'

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跑步真的好討厭，著實一邊跑一邊其實檢討自己精神及生理狀態，孤獨地面對自己......

不過，今晚的天氣實在太過舒服，沿著河慢跑，各式人等在你身邊短暫地掃過，最後看見一片黑色的海，的確有治療作用......

又好像明白了自己更多一點......

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"Freefallin'"

[Chorus x2:]
Freefallin' when you shook from the pack
Keep walkin', let the foot leave a track
We often gotta look for the path
These problems, are the good ones to have

[Slug: Verse 1]
Nobody wanna struggle at home
Bass in his voice, trouble in her tone
What kinda couple makes a puzzle out of stone?
Choppin' and poppin' all of the bubbles that are blown
Nobody wanna be wrong
And once the line gets drawn across what we disagree upon
It could be the timebomb that we sleep on
It's just a little one
Back and forth like a ping pong
Nobody wants an argument
You try to bargain as a friend
But it's hard to with a star offense against a smart defense
And the history you share is full of scars and dents
Nobody likes breakin' up
When you hate the situation, but you crave the touch
You might stay in the relationship for the simple sake of it
Because you know it's based in love

[Chorus x2:]
Freefallin' when you shook from the pack
Keep walkin', let the foot leave a track
We often gotta look for the path
These problems, are the good ones to have

[Slug: Verse 2]
Nobody wanna go to work
For some older jerk that doesn't know the dirt
That's embedded in the hearts of those that hurt
Monday through Friday and Saturday's for bonus perks
Nobody befriends the beast
Just to make ends meat and try to pay rent and eat
Spreadsheets by the end of the week
You'd rather spread them sheets and try to get some sleep
Nobody wanna lift a crate
That ain't living great
You wanna kid and play
You should dip, escape
No two week notification
Show up late and quit today
Nobody wants an awful boss
That got you poppin' out the top of your mouth as if it's common talk
You ought to wait until you off the clock
And appreciate the fact that you got a job

[Chorus x2:]
Freefallin' when you shook from the pack
Keep walkin', let the foot leave a track
We often gotta look for the path
These problems, are the good ones to have

[Slug: Verse 3]
But somebody want that life you got
They think your boyfriend's nice or your wife is hot
They on your block lookin' at that home you bought
They'd move in today if that door wasn't locked
Nowadays you ought to watch your spot
Even with all the flaws of that boss you mock
You could still close your eyes and toss a rock
I bet you'd hit someone that'd love to cop your job
That's what I thought
Of course you don't stop
You won't take the shot
You can't afford the loss
If you don't wanna taste the sauce
Then put the plate down and take a walk
Drop or move away from the pot
Cause every time you talk
Complain a lot
Don't forget to count the balls y'all caught
Enjoy what you got before it all falls off

[Chorus x2:]
Freefallin' when you shook from the pack
Keep walkin', let the foot leave a track
We often gotta look for the path
These problems, are the good ones to have

第471章 - symptoms

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的確近日會發一些關於迷路的夢

如果卡拉ok有這些歌，我會考慮改變我習慣......

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"You On My Mind in My Sleep" by Richard Ashcroft

You ain't ever seen
the way to find your dreams
Forget what's within's within
till you've been, you've been

If all we lose is the skin
I'm putting you under within
We're gonna make this life together

The symptoms are too deep
I got you on my mind in my sleep
you on my mind in my sleep

Do you know how hard i tried
to lose this foolish pride
Can you take me as i am
Can you understand me
I'm changing now

If all we lose is the skin
I'm putting you under within
We're gonna make this life together

The symptoms are too deep
I got you on my mind in my sleep
you on my mind in my sleep

Sometimes I'm too deep Yeah Yeah Yeah
Without it Shining outta my mind

第470章 - Reveal yourself

::
今日，自己的ipad，戲，pacific coffee，都聽到The Carpenters，不禁分享一首近日常播給自己的，不過，我播的是cracker版本，youtube還未見到......

“Reveal yourself, tiny songstress!”

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Talkin' to myself and feelin' old
Sometimes I'd like to quit
Nothing ever seems to fit
Hangin' around
Nothing to do but frown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.
What I've got they used to call the blues
Nothin' is really wrong
Feelin' like I don't belong
Walkin' around
Some kind of lonely clown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.
Funny but it seems I always wind up here with you
Nice to know somebody loves me
Funny but it seems that it's the only thing to do
Run and find the one who loves me.
What I feel has come and gone before
No need to talk it out
We know what it's all about
Hangin' around
Nothing to do but frown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.

第469章 - 天氣

:: Have you ever seen the rain？

除了是近期的天氣，更是我的近況

好像了解了一些

基本上，沒有什麼能夠執著，除非你有能力戰勝一切循環

有時候，有些事，被破壞了，可以選擇放棄，什麼也不想再理
有時候，有些事，被破壞了，可以選擇重新建立整理，再氣餒也得慢慢來

徘徊在這兩種狀態，才是最痛苦

那些可以真正留下來
那些隨時可以消逝

我永遠不會懂
也永遠不能控制

一切就像天氣

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LOVE PSYCHEDELICO

Have you ever seen the rain

作詞︰John Fogerty
作曲︰John Fogerty

Someone told me long ago
there's a calm before the storm,
I know; it's been comin' for some time.

When it's over, so they say,
it'll rain a sunny day,
I know; shinin' down like water.

I want to know,
have you ever seen the rain?
I want to know,
have you ever seen the rain
Comin' down on a sunny day?

Yesterday, and days before,
sun is cold and rain is hard,
I know; it's been that way for all my time.

'til forever, on it goes
through the circle, fast and slow,
I know; it can't stop, I wonder.

I want to know,
have you ever seen the rain?
I want to know,
have you ever seen the rain
Comin' down on a sunny day?

第468章 - my valentine

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實在係黃金組合，救命！

::
my valentine ﹣paul mccartney

what if it rained?
we didn’t care
she said that someday soon
the sun was gonna shine.
and she was right,
this love of mine,
my valentine

as days and nights,
would pass me by
i tell myself that i was waiting for a sign
then she appeared,
a love so fine,
my valentine

and i will love her for life
and i will never let a day go by
without remembering the reasons why
she makes me certain
that i can fly

and so i do,
without a care
i know that someday soon the sun is gonna shine
and she’ll be there
this love of mine
my valentine

第467章 - No Distance Left To Run

::
"it's a warning... and a kind of... a general reminder." Damon answered.

::
禁歌2號

相隔這些年，卻忘記了這份溫馨提示

Come on home,
No more

朋友兼鄰居Ｔ說捨不得我，

我要撤離這個住了三十年的地區了，捨不得，應該是我

希望一切順順利利

第466章 - 完美孤獨

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寂寞和孤獨不一樣。

這是一個被動與主動的分別吧？

alone with everybody，至細最怕，卻又經常發生

仍然未學懂面對

第465章 - The Day I Died

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的確，曾經想過，因為自己實在太幸福，不如就這樣死去，沒有遺憾......

當然，這個方法相當自私......

不是物質上的滿足？不是名氣？不是宗教上的神怪？那還有什麼？

的確，需要動力再向前，我不要這樣落泊的死去......

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Drag myself from my bed
Around 20 past 6
Get my kids up make breakfast
1 egg 2 toast 3 weetabix

and as i sit down i look up
and your standing in the doorway sun at your back
in my old brown dressing gown
Well no one can love you more than i love you now, but i

Gotta go running for the bus
Coat flying and i try not to miss it this time
but the drivers waiting and that's strange
kids on the top deck quiet for a change
and there's no rain and no roadworks
in the bus lane and all my hurts run away
and I'm smiling as I'm punching in

the day i died was the best day of my life
the day i died was the best day of my life
tell my friends and my kids and my wife
everything will be alright
the day i died was the best day of my life

now the secretaries they got a smile for me
and the in-tray on my desks almost empty
I get a memo from executive Joe
saying Rob the gob is getting kicked out
for embezzling funds from the company account
and id be lying if i said i wasn't chuffed
cos i always hated rob
and now they'll probably offer me robs old job

and in the park at lunch
there's no winos on my favorite bench
none of that drunk chatter none of that prissy stench
and the scrawny little pigeons with the gammy legs
decide to dive bomb from someone else sandwich instead
and there's something about the city today
like all the colors conspire to overwhelm the gray
and this close to the fire i can feel no cold
but a rainbow halo around my soul

the day i died was the best day of my life
the day i died was the best day of my life
tell my friends and my kids and my wife
everything will be alright
the day i died was the best day of my life

so i leave work get to the high street and i miss my bus
should i wait for another no i cant be arsed
i begin to walk
and rush hour crowd seem to part like the red sea
and I'm stopping at the offs
20 cigarettes and a 6 pack to relax me
and as i cross back over the street
i guess i never saw that taxi

the day i died was the best day of my life
the day i died was the best day of my life
tell my friends and my kids and my wife
everything will be alright
the day i died was the best day of my life

第464章 - To Binge

::
Plastic Beach大碟中我最喜歡的其中一首歌，估不到，現在變成自己生活的部份寫照：

I'll wait to be forgiven
Maybe I never will
My star has left me
To take the bitter pill
That shattered feeling
Well the cause of it's a lesson learned
Just don't know if I could roll into the sea again
"Just don't know if I could do it all again" she said, it's true

當然，也想caught again，to binge，但心急不來

::
Waiting by the mailbox, by the train
Passin' by the hills 'til I hear the name
I'm looking for a saw to cut these chains in half and all I want is
Someone to rely on as
Thunder comes a rolling down
Someone to rely on as
Lightning comes a staring in again

I'll wait to be forgiven
Maybe I never will
My star has left me
To take the bitter pill
That shattered feeling
Well the cause of it's a lesson learned
Just don't know if I could roll into the sea again
"Just don't know if I could do it all again" she said, it's true

Waiting in my room and i lock the door
I watch the coloured animals across the floor
And im looking from a distance
And im listening to the whispers
And oh it aint the same, when your falling out of feeling and your
Falling in and caught again

Im caught again in the mystery
Your by my side, but are you still with me?
The answers somewhere deep in it, im sorry but your feeling it
But i just have to tell that i love you so much these days
Have to tell you that i love you so much these days, its true

My heart is in economy
Due to this autonomy
Rolling in and caught again
Caught again

My heart is in economy
Due to this autonomy
Rolling in and caught again
Caught again

第463章 - 石膏

::
今日偶然再碰上這首歌，「四月又來臨了 這讓我回憶起同一天的事」，椎名林檎謀殺了我。

寇特可本與寇特妮洛芙，就是Kurt Cobain & Courtney Love，再殺我多一次。

::
あなたはすぐに写真を撮りたがる
あたしは何時も其れを厭がるの
だって写真になっちゃえば　あたしが古くなるじゃない

あなたはすぐに絶対などと云う
あたしは何時も其れを厭がるの
だって冷めてしまっちゃえば　其れすら嘘になるじゃない

don't you think？ I wanna be with you

此処に居て
ずっと
明日のことは判らない
だからぎゅっとしていてね　ダーリン

あなたはすぐにいじけて見せたがる
あたしは何時も其れを喜ぶの
だってカートみたいだから　あたしがコートニーじゃない
don't you think？ I wanna be with you

傍に来て
もっと
昨日のことは忘れちゃおう
そしてぎゅっとしていてね　ダーリン

また四月が　来たよ
同じ日のことを思い出して

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中譯：
你總馬上想照相

但不論何時我就討厭那一點
因為一旦照了相　那我就變老了不是嗎

你總馬上說出絕對什麼的
但不論何時我就討厭那一點
因為一旦感情冷卻了　那些不就都變成了謊言嗎

don't you think？ I wanna be with you

就在這裡待著
永遠地
明天的事誰也不知道
所以請緊緊地擁抱我吧 darling

你總馬上露出怯弱的樣子
而我不論何時總為此而感到高興
因為就像寇特可本一般　我不就像寇特妮洛芙了嗎

don't you think？ I wanna be with you

到我身邊來
更加接近地
昨天的事就忘記了吧
然後緊緊地擁抱我吧 darling

四月又來臨了
這讓我回憶起同一天的事

第462章 - 等

::
主動裝備自己

被動的等

主動認識自己

被動的等

主動痛改前非

被動的等

主動理解體諒

被動的等

......

被動的等？

第461章 - 節奏

::
一星期三日運動，已經開始了兩個星期，加上進食份量少了，脂肪已經掉走六七磅。

人大了，想有點群體或競爭式運動變得異常奢侈，無奈何，唯有選擇緩步跑。

跑的時候，老實身心也覺到吃力，而且悶到發慌，但跑完一段又一段，無力再跑，開始慢行回家時的感覺反而最有生命力，自己可以感受到身體每部份在重整及修復，正正就是自己需要的一環。

今日終於發現了自己跑步的節奏，正正就是Don't let him waste your time，自己也失笑起來。

不過，去到尾段，耳機又隨機地傳來Fix you......

「頂！」

第460章 - 病毒

::
近期，太多問題，太少答案

星期日在巴士上接到F的電話，收了線之後，眼淚就自動流下來

是我影響了大家，我的確這樣自責，負能量令身邊所有事都在崩潰一樣？

臨睡，扎醒，最為痛苦，每日仍然發生，就像現在我寫這篇時一樣，也開始麻木了

但不應將這份無助，傳到身邊的朋友吧？這種生活，不可能是病毒吧？

我可以做什麼？我可以為身邊的人做什麼？我要相信什麼？不應相信什麼？

我相信自己是一個好人，我對身邊的人和事關心，之前關心的方法錯了，但無損自己是一個好人，如果連這個都否定自己，那我生存根本上白癈？

生活有好多壓力，仍然未學懂如何處理，就算洗牌重來，我相信同一類問題仍然會再次出現，今次我要好好面對，積極地承擔

正能量

學習每日累積起來

不要再有病毒

第459章 - 向北

::
容我來一點私密

一早，向北出發

本想探索飛碟，卻變成通心粉之謎

在一個充滿桂花香味的地方，卻發現牡丹花，也見識了工藝與工具的威力，送了自己一份禮物

人多的密室，卻發現一點心意

又亂又怪，無邏輯可言？

富貴，圓滿、濃情，是花語

會收到這份祝福嗎？

明天，向南靜靜

第458章 - 提醒

::
近期少了用電腦，反而閱讀不少文章，都是有關我現在正在面對的問題，又或者一些最入門的佛學故事，學了許多之前完全沒有的概念，人生每一個階段都不容易，隨心與懶惰、自信與氣燄、肉緊與惡言，自我與彼我，真的太易混淆......

星期二、四、六都有運動，希望我的膝蓋聽聽話話，讓我繼續練好身體

學生枱前寫了一句「痛改前非」，對我也好有震撼力，我也寫了一張給自己

幫到我的，估不到是你，多謝你下午茶的時間，也找回一些咖啡的味道

人大了，有些東西不自覺地忘了，要人提醒，要自己提醒

問題多，就更加不能心急了，我會記住

第457章 - 明白

::
當你開始做一件事

不停做

努力做

最後發現

原來全是錯誤

你會發現

你開始

真正明白

這件事

第456章 - 一個秘密

::
就讓我在這裡分享一個秘密：

由第一次聽到這首歌，到現在，每次聽到後段的靜音樂

無論我身處何方

我就會流淚

......

第455章 - 給Ｊ

::
Ｊ，是我的舊學生，已經年多無見。

今日，在我亳無心理預備下，見到面，百般感受，我刻意轉到她的背，緊緊的抱了一下，其實我已經淚眼盈眶。

「見到你真好。」我說。

雖然Ｊ未必知道，但她，一直是我能夠教書這麼多年的其中一個動力。

我，仍然衷心多謝她。

尤其在這個時候......

第454章 - This is Brighton

This is Brighton from Caleb Yule on Vimeo.

::
有時我覺得，如果真的有神，衪好有可能，像用Tilt-Shift一樣看我們，非用我們慣有的時間，非用我們慣有的角度。

::
導演得十四歲人，我，現在都快過青年，仍然一頭霧水。

::
背景音樂是The Cinematic Orchestra的To Build A Home，聽罷如果你想起一個人，我鼓勵你立即打個電話給他／她，如果已經在你身邊，來一個擁抱更好。

我是認真的鼓勵你。

第453章 - 點一首歌給自己

::
如無必要，我應承過自己這隻是禁碟，今日，我卻要點歌給我自己

::
Blur Tender

Tender is the night
Lying by your side
Tender is the touch
Of someone that you love too much
Tender is the day
The demons go away
Lord I need to find
Someone who can heal my mind

Come on, Come on, Come on
Get through it
Come on, Come on, Come on
Love's the greatest thing
Come on, Come on, Come on
Get through it
Come on, Come on, Come on
Love's the greatest thing
That we have
I'm waiting for that feeling
I'm Waiting for that feeling
Waiting for that feeling to come

Oh my baby
Oh my baby
Oh why
Oh my

Oh my baby
Oh my baby
Oh why
Oh my

Tender is the ghost
The ghost I love the most
Hiding from the sun
Waiting for the night to come
Tender is my heart
I'm screwing up my life
Lord I need to find
Someone who can heal my mind

Come on, Come on, Come on
Get through it
Come on, Come on, Come on
Love's the greatest thing
Come on, Come on, Come on
Get through it
Come on, Come on, Come on
Love's the greatest thing
That we have
I'm waiting for that feeling
I'm Waiting for that feeling
Waiting for that feeling to come

Oh my baby
Oh my baby
Oh why
Oh my
Oh my baby
Oh my baby
Oh why
Oh my

Come on, Come on, Come on
Get through it
Come on, Come on, Come on
Love's the greatest thing
Come on, Come on, Come on
Get through it
Come on, Come on, Come on
Love's the greatest thing
That we have
I'm waiting for that feeling
I'm Waiting for that feeling
Waiting for that feeling to come

Oh my baby
Oh my baby
Oh why
Oh my
Oh my baby
Oh my baby
Oh why
Oh my

Tender is the night
Lying by your side
Tender is the touch
Of someone that you love too much
Tender is my heart you know
I'm screwing up my life
Oh Lord I need to find
Someone who can heal my mind

Come on, Come on, Come on
Get through it
Come on, Come on, Come on
Love's the greatest thing
Come on, Come on, Come on
Get through it
Come on, Come on, Come on
Love's the greatest thing
That we have
I'm waiting for that feeling
I'm Waiting for that feeling
Waiting for that feeling to come

Oh my baby
Oh my baby
Oh why
Oh my
Oh my baby
Oh my baby
Oh why
Oh my

第452章 - 《我憑什麼支持馬躍比吼》張懸

::
台灣立委選舉即將舉行，透過張懸的感動，讓我多一個角度去了解多點有關台灣的這次選舉。

張懸口中的馬躍比吼，實為以無黨籍的身分投入2012年的平地原住民立法委員選舉的原住民導演，他企圖挑戰原住民族地區長期由政黨派系操縱的選舉方式。

馬躍的參選獲得許多原住民藝文界人士的支持（所以張懸說怕幫倒忙），並在沒有政黨支持的情況下，以小額捐款的方式湊足登記參選所需的保證金，有認為馬躍的參選標幟著年輕一代原住民運動者尋求改變的力量。

更多參考

先不說理念同意與否，將自己想信的美好，一個人再感動另一個人再去感動多一個..... 最起碼，推動人去了解更多.....

你／我的生活可以做到嗎？

我仍在努力嘗試

如果你問為何是這首歌，下面的，可能是其中一個答案：

第451章 - 帶著藝術周圍走

::
上學期一完，為了糊口，馬不停蹄又繼續努力！

下星期六日，火炭一帶你會見到「帶著藝術周圍走」

再一次將這個部落變成廣告中心

見諒

第450章 - 伙炭2012

::
又再一年，伙炭又來了，今年主要負責key visual，因資源問題，部份設計並非出自我手，請大家留意......

第449章 - 迷你雪景

::
住的地方，附近有一片迷你雪地，全年有雪；

聖誕節當日為了製造驚喜，偷偷出走購禮物，途中經過，看到小情侶在自拍，知道這地方的朋友不多，不過我猜，他們是專程來拍照的；

再遠一點的，一排整齊的候鳥安坐於河邊休息；

已經一段長時間沒有一邊聽音樂，一邊安靜的走一段路；

想起gorillaz的on melancholy hill，今次的是BBC現場版，重新編曲：



節日未必需要過於熱鬧，比起來，感動更加重要；

我喜歡這個時候的這片雪地......

第448章 - this is xmas!

::
今年凍，真係要小心身體呢！

第447章 - 平壤 朝鮮之旅

::
那遠方的人民剛失去他們的「偉大領袖」，不禁想起這本漫畫《平壤 朝鮮之旅》。

整本漫畫講述加拿大漫畫家蓋·德利斯勒（Guy Delisle），置身於北韓短短兩個月，作為動畫指導的經驗；淡淡然的道出那份納悶與無奈。

家父也因工作關係到過北韓，也聽過他的經歷，對比起來兩者非常接近。

大家有許多習以為常、或者不合邏輯的事，就會在魔幻國度相反地發生；

別令這個地方變成另一個魔幻國度，提醒自己珍惜這個地方一切自由，更加應該捍衛......

第446章 - 祝福

::
這件事我想了許多角度，最後發現自己最希望的是有關方面可以盡快查出真相，還花園街一個公道...

第445章 - 怪怪月

::
今個月很奇怪，好似將濃縮的失望，一次過派發......

所謂選舉、
所謂前輩、
所謂朋友、
所謂後輩、
所謂工作、
所謂租金、

...


仍然冷靜

這個才是最怪

第444章 - SILENT (I.F.)

::
當他們走了，我便聽見寧靜......

第443章 - 台灣．五天

::
她說這次是最好的一次旅程，我是暗喜的......

今次除了飲飲食食、消費購物，還專程參觀三個保育計劃：

1. 松山文化創意園區（前身為煙廠，看了Design Expo）
2. 宜蘭酒廠
3. 玉兔鉛筆學校

這些經驗有機會再寫，相片也仍在整理中......

今次購物沒有之前的瘋狂，最大原因是台灣正吹韓國風，好多貨品來自韓國，更有點像淘寶的貨式，興趣大減；

地道的手作由於天氣關係，像沒有什麼緣份；

到誠品吧，愛書的我也只買了一本上年年尾出版的偵探小說，也是第一次，到誠品無需排隊付款，對我來說是怪談；

要排隊的，仍然是美食，當歸羊肉湯、藥膳排骨、臭豆腐、超彈牙激辣魚蛋、鹵水大雜餸、麻油雞腿......

又重磅了, 我是頭痛的......

第442章 - Generator ^ First Floor

::
近期，差不多都靠這首歌開始每一日......

ipad其中一個app，Aweditorium，口味比較indie，每次利用瀏覽都滿有驚喜，對新樂隊無疑是不錯的宣傳平台，今次發現的是Freelance Whales 〈Generator ^ First Floor〉......

還有最近迷上的班卓琴（banjo）......

「唔夠喉」，再上網找來現場版本，篇幅更比較長一點......

Freelance Whales - Generator 1st Floor (Live 04.20.11) from RAYPERENIA on Vimeo.

We're finding everyday several ways that we could be friends......

有緣的，現在，好像真的會更容易碰上......

無需太固執，輕鬆過一日........

第421章 - jean francois

Jean-François (2009) from tom haugomat & bruno mangyoku on Vimeo.

::
有一段日子沒有推介動畫作品，又一套善用3D軟件的……

不熟水性的我，有時真的很難想像水底下的世界……

另外這篇文是第一次試用ipad寫的，仍然努力學習適應新模式，用慣速成輸入法的我，回歸手寫，執筆忘字，應該自打手板……

第420章 - Perfect

::
近期，身邊親友生得就生，小朋友一件出世接一件......

腦海就不停重播Alanis Morissette 的〈Perfect〉，回味那次現場演唱會的近距離......

老實，我呀，著實是「湊細路」高手，每每屋企人打麻雀，我就自動變成托兒所，這裡也提過，樓下小朋友的「瘋狂」......

不過，自從叉錯腳入教育界，就再少「露兩手」了.......

今日，經過球場，看到一班小朋友學踢足球，認真得來又開心，看得我腳癢癢呀.......

看來，我仍然是個大細路.......

最鬼怕大人......

第419章 - 而我們行走

::
呂永佳的新詩集，今次比較著眼於那份城市感；

整個出版過程，大家都笑說我是最緊張的一個，不過這份信任，應該多得之前《月台》帶來的默契；

相片也是一個新實驗，但其實只是回到曬相的原理......

書已經印好，雖然仍未見過真身，不過書展來臨，也繼續扮演最緊張的那位，趕緊來個宣傳......

::
《而我們行走》

前言

這個世界，有時並不太美麗/但我們需要繼續行走/這個世界是充滿張力的/像黑雲下的一朵白色雛菊/可是/我們在日常生活之中/總是/被世界拒絕/譬如說當要理解悲傷的時候/它總以它的方式/告訴你/你的定義錯了/但有時我們卻很準確/像寂寞時/在巴士的車窗上/一點點雨點打落玻璃窗上的頻率/譬如在細小的扁圓魚缸裡/游來游去的小金魚/有時/我只能用詩/用它特有的節奏/把世界打開/而這時/世界會告訴你/它那些奇妙的/名字/像印度人用笛/喚醒（還是催眠）/蛇。

第418章 - 小光景

::
七一之後本來想寫些什麼什麼，不過相片未曬好，有空檔不應浪費；

幫友人賣則廣告，雖為首展，應該支持，不過公事公辦，我正考慮收取出租這裡的廣告費，因為，這堆畫，我預言會被買清光；

所以，勸你，手腳要快......

第417章 - 七一還可禁什麼？

::
有說設計師總喜歡整日瘋狂聯想（brainstorming）*，昨晚收到「一人一樂器　去七一遊行【我有權奏樂!!!】」這段消息，腦內的聯想機器旋即不停運作，一直自問「七一還可禁什麼？」，好，就讓我來個反建議，希望有關方面考慮：


禁止行直線：原本一至兩個鐘的行程，因為不能走直線，需要更長時間完成，攰死你！

禁止飲水：口乾頸渴無水飲，自然散水啦？

禁止豉油撈飯：化濃妝／面具／頭盔等整色整水者，雖然好多攝錄器材係高清啫，但你點叫有關方面秋後算帳呀？

禁止唱遊：一路唱歌一路遊行？幼稚園必修科？好好好，著手研究禁埋佢！

禁止攜帶下一代：有好多嘢，唔洗吓吓要交代嘅？大人做嘢，細路仔收聲啦！

禁止講道理：大家應該係同一個平台對話呀，你講道理？叫有關方面點明白呢？

禁止於遊行前空肚食早餐：睇你仲有邊個出到嚟？

禁止放飛機：亂拋垃圾，罰$1500蚊，政府派$6000，你可以有四次機會？吓？「放飛機」有另一個意思？哎呀！今次捉蟲......

禁止交談：細聲講大聲笑，係會令人心煩嘅，有咩你咪大聲講囉！

禁止肥佬着笠衫**：係呀！你呀！死肥佬！除衫呀！

禁止任何數字：64、71、2012、5區，差不多一至十都齊，咁多數字，嚴重影響咗有關方面統計人數，所以唔準確係正常嘅！

禁止快閃黨：同上，嚴重影響咗有關方面統計人數，唔該你哋企定定畀有關方面計呀！

禁止憤怒鳥：係囉！咁多遊戲角色，唔好揀呢個啦，乖！

......


小時候，明報每星期日有一版叫「荒謬」，今年好明顯出現了現實版......

禁止攜帶樂器，除了荒謬，我認真聯想不到其他辭語......

歡迎大家繼續提供，提出你的「七一還可禁什麼？」


*參考：50 reasons not to date a graphic designer
**肥佬着笠衫：（廣東歇後語）幾大就幾大，意指不顧一切豁出去。

第416章 - 現實 Ｘ 狀態

::
清閒之後就是忙
繁忙之後就是閒

想做好作品一堆
想排好書一本本
想上好每一堂

食餐好
睡餐好

想
嘻嘻哈哈每一日

清閒的時間什麼也想不到
繁忙的時間諗頭多到想嘔

現實
這種狀態叫......

辛苦命

第415章 - 理應在每年那天

::
下半旗......

第414章 - you are being watched!

::
我正在想像

一個

恐佈的

童話故事

......

第413章 - 惡攪（請廣傳）

::
這個地方，一早已經不能與神州串連，所以無所謂

如果想印tee的話，不妨問我攞.ai檔啦！

第412章 - 九龍皇帝的文字樂園

::
近期相對清閒，走了好幾個展覽......

開幕後一日，即到《九龍皇帝的文字樂園》......

其實大部份展品都是來自養老院時期的作品，相對街頭的「御筆」，的確少了份氣勢......

雖然展覽格調與「皇帝」筆風格格不入，不過資料詳盡，不論你喜歡作品風格與否，作為了解一個「皇帝」或一個人，都頗為有趣......

其他的致敬作品，倒沒有太大感覺......

看罷展覽，想起兩句：

真實就是美

清心志於一事

這個年代，要老實，要清心，就可能只有像九龍皇帝了？

相對清閒時，自問，應該更加努力......

認真當頭棒喝......

（展覽容許拍照的，但緊記不可以用閃燈，避免破壞作品）

第411章 - 小商店復活蛋

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繼$10白飯魚、$30菲林相機後有一大力推介 ﹣小商店復活蛋！

我家附近，有一間麵包鋪，自家經營，閒時甚少經過，假期前，無意中發現了鋪前貼了一張手寫螢光告示，寫着:

大 $50 （<-- 這個記憶有點模糊）
中 $30
細 $15
小 $10

好奇心驅使，原來價格是對應這些復活蛋......

圖中的是細碼版，即$15，那三隻小雞實在太可愛，包裝復活蛋的花紙也十分復古，每一包都有少許分別，選了又選，令自己想起童年的復活節；這種復活蛋，確實被大商店賣的花悄倒模瘋狂包裝開天殺價來得更有人情味，所以決定支持！

要有氣氛，與投入高消費，未必掛鉤......

仍然希望，這個地方，繼續可以提供選擇......

第410章 - bottles

Bottles from toosh on Vimeo.

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近期，與一位舊學生談起師生關係，她不單與我讀過同一間中學，原來我們也前後地跟同一位老師學燒玻璃

這條短片，令自己想起另一位喜愛儲玻璃樽的老師

世界就是這樣奇

（值得留意，本片是全創音樂，蠻過癮的）

第409章 - 彼思動畫25年

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作為一個動畫迷，《彼思動畫25年》這個展覽相當吸引我的注意力；

星期五，不用上課，偷偷與老婆去看（其實前星期已經嘗試入場，可惜選錯周末，人龍太長，心想入到場也未必可以好好看展覽，所以決定放棄），人雖然多，但未至於出現太過澎湃，便入場試試；

失望，還帶幾份勞氣；

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1. 指法？

不少人嫌展場嘈吵，我反而覺得問題不大，一個開心的展覽，一家大小，你一句我一句，開懷討論，這方面反而值得原諒；

觀眾不專重作品，就令自己十分勞氣，畫框／展品玻璃上的指紋已經說明了一切，其中一例：

現場的一名時髦少女，拖著為她夾著巨大LV手袋的「老公」，仔細「講解」每一張畫的媒介，「老公你睇吓，呢張用粉彩畫呀！（已經開始用手）」「嘩！好靚，你畫唔畫到呀？」「我識畫，不過無佢哋畫得咁靚！你睇吓呢度（其實手指一直無離開過）」.......

眼見每張玻璃幾乎給她指爆，在旁的我按捺不住出言勸止，在香港呀，換來當然是一個港式怒啤，幸好，之後再見她，已經收殮不少；

香港人看展覽的經驗有幾多，大家明白；

差不多每一片玻璃都有指紋，最後我倆決定轉為欣賞指法......

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2. 偷拍？

偷拍，更加不用說，可以話瘋狂，難為了保安；其實這個情況也慣了，到其他國家見有人偷拍展覽，十之八九也聽到港府話，正所謂「畀咗錢唔好嘥」吧？加上facebook的威力，那份即時的自我存在感，真的恐佈；有幾多人會認真再三回味自己的偷拍相片？拍照的目的？我倆也討論了好一回；

我們也太過幸福了，之前也提過，某些地方的展覽，就連筆錄也有限制呀......

更有家長教小朋友偷拍，我，無言......

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3.展場設計？

展場設計，分為兩個獨立展區，其實有點失焦，大包圍；動畫製作、pixar歷史等都是略略帶過，想知道這方面的，我建議大家去pageone買每套作品的專書（無錯，展場無得買呀），更加詳細；老實一句，今次，你可以當為畫展，看動畫師的真跡與功力吧了......

正正就是「畫展」，所有作品的高度，其實對小朋友是零考慮的，所以大人要抱著小孩看展覽（溫馨提示：家長之前請先練習臂力）...... 如果想保護真跡，不想小朋友無意間破壞，也應該將某些作品高度降低，例如角式模型等，無需太過一致，這種舊式展覽風格，欠缺靈活，與pixar的創意，基本上背道而馳......

不禁回想自己於三鷹之森美術館，在展覽中，我差點兒感動得兩行眼淚.......

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4. 廸士尼？
pixar作為一間動畫創作公司，於廸士尼手下，其實一切已經淪為商品（唔單止一張草稿都唔放過呀，動畫師的熱誠呢？），宣傳也打著《反斗車王2》的旗號；大家喜愛的角色，精神面貌其實已經逐漸的改變，toy story的故事，現在正正發生在toy story身上吧？

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當然，你大可以說有展覽看好過無，我也由心的佩服動畫師的畫功，感受到他們的熱誠，那份工作上的享受；不過彼思動畫25年，要反思的，還有計多......

第408章 - BOTTLED (I.F.)

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"y'know son, once we lived in an area called 'ocean'."

"does it look like coca cola?"

"..."

第407章 - 黑白

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新相機的威力比想像中更厲害，簡直就像是為自己以設

仍然在努力實驗各種可能性

加油加油

第406章 - 淡淡定 有錢剩

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好可惜，呢個係相反

第405章 - 香港史上最「佳」設計之一

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作為所謂的國際城市，總需要一些旅遊景點，除了大型雕塑及地標外，今次提供一個另類選擇：


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看不出？


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近鏡

地點：中環新天星碼頭

第404章 - 支持

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年過三十，不覆當年勇，踢足球已經變得有點吃力；

踢過足球的就知道，贏輸有時，許多因素會影響賽果；

將心比己地支持一隊球隊，就知道許多事情不容易；

球會不是宗教，不需要進行「儀式」支持；球場是刺激，但過度劑量就是毒品；

一直欣賞有人將自己喜愛化為創意，將這些支持的能量轉化，一舉兩得；

忠心有好多種，一直勸戒自己不是愚忠就是了......

第403章 - 震

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R.I.P.

第402章 - 什麼什麼

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總覺得今日需要記下一些，但對著熒幕40分鐘，一個字也嘔不出來，可能你說我應該放棄，但我，總覺得要記下些什麼什麼......

圍繞年青人的，不用多說；一方面攝影展辦得不錯；另外我一直賴著不走的中學，同學對我仍然信任，無所不談，心覺安慰......

今日收到兩本書，一本如數家珍，一本頭痛十分，但又未致於要我打小人......

參加了一個葬禮，是一個要好的親戚，但並非太過悲傷，因為她的信仰堅定，大家也覺得她去了一個好地方......

生活瑣瑣碎碎，要消化，要釐清關係，需要時間......

可能因為這個原因，總覺得要記下些什麼什麼......

但面對某程度上失去敏感度的自己，這個更加需要檢討檢討......

2011年已經過了兩個月，時間，真的快得嚇人......

第401章 - 藝遊鄰里計劃V揭幕展

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剛完成的〈藝遊鄰里計劃V揭幕展〉中放了兩件作品，是「無啦謂勁架勢發明隊」的延續，其實都想對應身邊的社會問題......

有心人猜中，我視為知音；

沒有尋根究底，看過覺得幽默，笑了一聲的，也心感安慰，也毋須有壓力；

沒有留意作品的，皆無所謂，是一種緣；

「發明」會持續，因為仍然繼續覺得「無聊」，繼續覺得無力感，繼續自嘲......

「唔係重有咩好做？」

第401章 - 攣

A Mystery: Why Can't We Walk Straight? from NPR on Vimeo.

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某程度上，我們全是攣的。